Sitting in her office doing daily routine work, she was thinking about her life a few months ago! It has not been too long since she has stopped talking to her ex!
Though their relationship has always been full of ups and downs, she knew they share something which is beyond their understand and control!
Or at least she felt so!
'Ting" a mail popped up on her screen, and she came back to the present!
"Even after 7 months, I am still so much into him", she thought and got back to work!
Indira has always been a 'strange' girl for people around her!
And she used to think the same about her too, but a few things happened, and she recognized what she is made of! Now, people's perspectives and labels do not bother her that much!
Her tattooed body, pierced nose, and ears, funky shorts, crop tops, not so attractive face but the slender body, all these characteristics have always been a topic of discussion wherever she has been!
Earlier, she used to like all the attention she was getting, but gradually she came to know the origin of her 'attention seeking' and somehow she stopped enjoying all this!
A girl who once dreamed of becoming a pilot, was today sitting in an office doing clerical work for somebody else!
Sometimes she wonders how things happened the way they did! How did she not understand what she was going into!
How come she just gave up!
Thought the time has passed, though 'what is gone is gone', though whatever she did, she did it with her whole heart; she still wonders how her emotional needs overpowered her dreams!
"Anyway, there is no use in hurting myself again and again," she told herself and went back to her daily, tedious clerical work!
She thought of Mandar again; though she is not excited to have him in life, she knows he is a good person to hang out with, and it might help her to get open a bit and move on!
"This weekend I got to meet him!"
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